I love you a lot and I am liking this activity very much. There are not many relationships in which people talk. But we do. We laugh. We argue. We have our pseudo-intellectual conversations. I try to tell you, how shitty the world is and you boast of it’s beauty.
When Dolores said,
‘Some choose to see the ugliness in the world, I choose to see beauty”
…my heart skipped a beat. I thought she’s the one. But 30 mins down the line, I realized that her thoughts are programmed. She is programmed to see good everywhere.
At times I wonder, is everyone just programmed to do the things they do. Parents love and nourish us, ideally. Friends admire and respect us. But in reality we are haters. No one likes anyone. Everyone wears a people pleaser mask to make sure this empire of shitness thrives.
People always complain that I have a wrong approach at looking at things. I do not beg to differ.
I so wish to see the world through our ideal society’s blindfolded eyes.
Please help me see a tiny flicker of a dying candle at the end of this dark tunnel. I am really optimistic. But at the same time I can’t forget that fat person at the beginning of the tunnel selling candles. Oh shit! I didn’t buy one. How would I complete my journey. I guess God would save me from this darkness. Hopefully he is done planning genocide.